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[August 22, 2008 3:19am]
id rather lose my arms, then never hug yu again
id rather be a mute, then never speak to yu again
id rather be def, then never hear yu laugh again
id rather lose my sight, then never see yu again
id rather hold yur hand, then be with anyone else.
YEAH I FUCKIN WROTE THIS. 22/08/08 yawww trick


for my baby,
i love yu ♥


[August 18, 2008 12:43pm]
love yu forever baby ♥

Wish I could hold you
Just for a little while, let me
I wish I could see you right now
But you're so far away
It's driving me crazy
I'm missing you baby
And the way you touch me
It's unlike anything I've ever felt before

yu think yu know but yu have no idea [March 20, 2007 2:58pm]

[January 30, 2007 4:42pm]

CL is one of my best friends&
mpiikkee is me.

this converstation is about how i cant get over this guy that is a player
& well he played me. & i know i should get over him but its really hard
cause i actually like him & it actually got to the point where i have
to get therapy for all this. no joke. im getting therapy cause this guy
screwed up my life& my head.




[July 23, 2006 3:15pm]

 

 

new layout [June 25, 2006 11:13am]
loves it

[June 07, 2006 9:27pm]

let the mountains rise
i will climb them all
when my body's weak
i will not fall
baby come what may
ill find a way to get through
theres nothing that i wont do
to be loved by you

****

maybe im better off this way
with one less hole inside my brain
you'll never get the best of me
never again

***

oh why you look so sad?
tears are in your eyes
come on and come to me now.
dont be ashamed to cry
let me see you through
cause ive seen the dark side too

***

cause if the sun never rises
i wanna go down in flames
i wants the last thing i hear
to be you whispering my name
if every moment together 
is time that we borrowed
then hold me tight 
and love me 
like there's no tomorow

***

you're doing it again,
you know sometimes
i dont even know who you are
and i dont think you know how bad it hurts
cause you dont have to see the scars

***

you made me famous
because of something that i 
never even did

***

so let me get you drunk
so i hear you say
you love me
one more time

[June 07, 2006 5:27pm]

she whispered.. " I love you"
αnd he just wαlked αwαy
Sαying.. " I know you do." <\3


becαuse bαby, I've seen love die far too mαny times when it deserved to be αlive

[May 31, 2006 3:13pm]

&& I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy <|3


endoftheyeartrip: Quebec * [May 30, 2006 8:16pm]

Kay, so im supposed to go to the end of the year trip but I cant cause its 400$ and do you think I have that kind of money. My mom was making me pay for it. Im fourteen how am I supposed to get 400$ the only thing I do is babysit and I get 20$ a week and i cant get 400$ in two months. I really want to go on this trip but i cant like everything my teacher says about our trip is like " we're gonna stay in the nicest hotel in Quebec and we're gonna eat at the nicest retaurant " and like ughh its jus so hard for me for her to talk about something that i cant afford. All of my friends are going and im the only one thats not. I really want to go but i cant. My friends kept saying that they would pitch it but they still wouldnt get enough. This is supposed to be my year end trip its in the curiculum so why do we have to stay in the nicest hotel and eat at a 18$/per plate restaurant. We can stay in a nice hotel that doesnt cost as much so that everyone can go. I was planing on going, I had all these plans but now they're like brushed away cause I cant go. It realy frustrates me cause im not really that rich and I cant go to nice places. It kills, I wish I could go

:(

[May 30, 2006 7:55pm]

Okay so ive been with this guy for about 6 months pretty long for my age. He broke up with me like a month ago
it was pretty sad. He says he misses being with me but he doesnt want to be with me
tell me, does this make sense to you cause this makes zero sense to me.
I dont understand how you can tell someone that they mean the world to you and go and
break their hearts. I find it hard to believe that all this is happening but it is. I really like him but I dont know what to do.
He acts like he loves me then turns around and talks behind my back. I know I should move on but this guy was my life
he means to much to me. My days are soo lonely without him I miss holding him and kissing him and being with him
I just hope its killing him to know how bad he hurt me but that he thinks he's too strong to show it. 
To me that is being a pussy and not a man. I dont know what to do anymore.
Im head over heals in love with this guy I need major help. I need him back,
but im just getting to the point where i jus cant do anything anymore
i guess its not in my hand anymore. 
It hurts you know. 

[May 26, 2006 6:39pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

It's amazing how you realize; 
when you lose someone, 
you get mad at yourself 
for not saying the things you could've a million times, 
you take for granted the days spent doing nothing 
when you could've been with them. 
Anyone can be taken at any time in our lives 
but we always wait until they're 
gone to say the things we never had the courage to before



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